Easy for me.

I have a problem with commitment.
You might have noticed it's been awhile since my last post.
You might have also noticed my last post was my first post.
Just like my lack of commitment to this blog,
I seem to lack even more when it comes to my relationships.
I haven't kept a girlfriend or boyfriend for more than 2 weeks since
I broke up with this chick magnet.


He was a bastard. Not as a person but as my boyfriend.
I was a bitch so it was an even playing field.
Even though we fought and controlled each other,
we loved like I've never loved before.
He made me feel like I was made for him, and he was made for me.

2 years.

2 years.

Its been 6 months now since i got the call from him.
"we need to talk", as he calls me from another girls home phone.
Easy for me, easy for you to find another toy.
But i gave you all the love i had in that organ,
that one we seem to identify as the carrier of all good.
but what good did it do me?

And now I've got problems.
I said a problem but who really has just one.